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Finally i spent my day at HOME sda...

bukan d HOSTEL lagi..

kan bgus kalau suti ni panjangggg skit..tp its okla..syukurla jga 2 mgu jga ada..

I feel more relax ordy being at home..

benda2 bodoh smua tu bla sda dfkir balik,mls da mau fikir..

buang masa..x mmbri keuntungan sma sa jga..

betul la jga org slalu ckp,let it go jerrrr..:)

bla sda d ruma ni..

sa cuba refleksi dri n skeliling sa slama ni..

tlmpau byk da benda yg baru skrg sa realised..

mo ktawa pun ada..tlmpau dipijak kpla sda..haha..sot me!

sa x kisa la sda tu..

msj yg tu ari pun will be my last msj untuk kc okeh keadaan..

tp sda kana ignore,bt pa lagi terhegeh-hegeh kn..

bt malu dri sndri ja..huh..kesiannn ehh..

so, pa2 pun skg..

i just wanna njoy my HOLIDAY...

n mau set dlm kpla sa sda..

live my own life happily..

jgn tlmpau mau mngalah sja..

n jd budu tlmpau...

so then,evrythins will b fine..

Dear God pls lead myself..

amen.

:Hargai lah:

Heyy..Mornin wednesday!

di awal2 pagi ni rasa2 mau pingsan suda..

rasa mata sangat berat suda...

mcm da batu berkilo-kilo sda yg besangkut d mata ni..ngek!

tu lah akibat tdur tlampau awal suda smlm..awal pagi okeh!

ntah la rasa mud pagi ni mcm ok2 sda dr b4 ni..

mungkin sda terkluar brsma airmata kali..

rasa beban dlm diri pun suda agak berkurang..

mungkin saya suda berfikir semasak-masaknya..

untuk tidak berfikir benda tu lagi..

malas sda mau jadikan hal tu bermain-main dlm pikiran saya..

penat duh!

diingatkn hal smlm..

rasa heran bla dia masi ambi kesa ttg sumthin..

mcm dia tau cuma rasa sakit ati dia ja..

mcm dia rasa sa x apreciate lngsung, bla trus TEXT sy bgtu..

sy brfkr jga..pernahka dia fikir ttg prasan sy?

pa2 smua yg sa bt sblm ni,ada dia ambi kesa?

mungkin bg dia sy ni org yg x lyk untuk dpt pnghrgaan dr dia..

tp x pala,tu smua sda blalu jga..

rasanya mls sda mo tulis2 panjang lg psl ni..

juzt a reminder 4 u,appreciate people around u next tyme..

they r juz lyke u..

got feeling too..

n me too.

thanxie.:)

Cuci tangan suda..:)

First thing to do..

saya hanya mampu tersenyumm..

yaaa so true!

mcm org2 ckp, kita sndri ja tau pa yg jadi..

orang luar hanya tau bckp saja tanpa tau isi kandungan tu..

pa yg jadi smua..

bukan saya sngaja buat2 ataupun anda yg sngajakn..

tidak..tidak sama skali..

tp mungkin sudah takdir ianya bgtu..

saya pun manusia biasa...

saya cukup tahan suda untuk brapa tempoh ini..

slalu mengalah..

membelakangi ego saya sndri untuk memulihkan sesuatu keadaan..

saya pun da limit ksbran jga..

saya juga pnya prasan ..

bukan sng untuk org mnta maaf atau mngalah..

bila sda buat bgtu, x di endahkan..

pa lagi yg patut sya bt???

saya rasa cukup suda la saya jaga hati org..

sdgkan ati sya sndri pun kuyak rabak ...

mcm x ati sda..

abisss tekuyak!

lps ni sya mau utamakan prasan sy sndri sja dlu...

drpda mo pikir psl mo jaga ati org..

biar la sa kna ckp penting dri suda..

sa x kisa da..

mls da..

mungkin itu lebih menggembirakan smua org...

slmat beramah...

&

senyum2 la slalu...

^_^

:Hati oh Hati:

Tinggal beberapa hari lagi..

lepas tu mula lah cuti raya untuk smua skolah d malysia..

bgtu jga smua Ipg d mlysia trcinta ini..

hmm sblm ni nda pun terfikir yg mo sgt2 balik..

tp nta brapa ari ni, mcm keadaan rumah trlampau bermain d fkiran sya..

mungkin semangat untuk stay bbrapa ari lg d ip ni suda ilang bt sketika..

itu hanya kemungkinan saya..

saya rindu suasana rumah..

x yg bikin stresss..

smua pun relax n calm ja kalau d ruma..

da pun mslh tp tu biasala...

but pa2 pun, I rely need my home!

dlm masa cuti ni mb buli bt jiwa sa tenang kali..

ehh mcm la jiwa kacau sgt..haha..

i ordy plan my holiday..

biar la msa yang memulihkan..

mcm luka jga kn,prlu masa untuk baik..

hehe..ba x2 sda melarat ni smpai sna..

but xtcly its true la kn..

Ba Gurlll.!!tahan baaa..rilex ja..

u got another 3 days lg..

pastu buli joli puas2 tyme cuti..

(behh bg smgt dri sndri sda..haha)

look lyke im OKEY oo kn..

AM I??

kc iya sja la..:)

baaaa will meet u up soon my beloved HOLIDAY!

^_^

They make u happy..:)

A past few days had gone...

Im feeling nothing, stressed and hopeless..

Its still de same..

I dont even know wat should I do again..

I've tried so many ways, but it seems Useless..

Its so sudden..

I've felt like im nothin to u..

but its oky..im good wit dat..

eventho its hurt, but im a gud pretender..

I have to let it be..

Let de situation back to normal, itself..

I dont wanna force u..

I dont wanna be a burden to u..

like i've said before,

I rather hurt myself than seing de people dat I love being hurt..

Its good to see u smile & laugh..

At least they can make u did that..

N i realised dat only them can make u hepy..

Thanx 2 god..

Im hepy 4 u..

tho, deep inside me im cryin..

i'll never let others to see it..

but i cant promise..

tears can fall down anytime it want..

hell yeah, i will be okey..:)

maybe..hope so..

P/s~I miss u..

A confession,*deep from my heart*........

Misunderstanding is a Common in evry relationship we have..

Just lyke WE do..

WE Fight..WE were..

but 4 me U r more than a friend for me..

U play a special role in me..

Coz U R not my FRIEND but U r my SISTER..

& SISTERS do fight!

Im not forcing u anyhow, but just wanna let u noe..

U r important to me..N u deserve my tears..

I LOVE YOU.

All de moments we had create togetha is 1 of de best part in my life..

& U, pls dont ever 4get dat..

U'll always be dat 1 in me..

doin all de craziest thing togetha......

I miss U..

I miss de laugh..

I miss all de thing we had b4..

Pls stop..

I cant remain SILENCE nymore..

Seriusly, it hurts..rely!

Hopin dat things will get back to normal lyke b4..

*No Heart Feeling*

:((

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pa lagi untu menstalker..

tu bukan dalam bidang keminatan saya..

thanx.